More to life.

I've got it all figured out! It's finally happened...that 'aha' moment, the planets and the stars and my heart and my mind and everything aligns and I can take a deep breath and be. That's what it is, simply being.
365 days ago was my first day waking up as a former college student. I withdrew from Whitworth one year ago yesturday. And it has meaning. It is my anniversary of something new and special.
It is my rebirth.
And all that ugliness, all those moments of fear and helplessness, are over. I'm so lucky, I'm so blessed to be on the other side of this year. So many changes and questions and lessons. I'm stronger and confident in who I am and what I want to be. I know what I'm living for and who makes this worthwhile to me.
It was an answer to prayer. And it certainly didn't happen the way I thought it would. And I didn't even realize it was happening until too late. It has been an extremely humbling experience. And I wouldn't trade it for anything.
I was saved.