>!Censorship and Stuff!<

The house seems eerily quiet without my two roomates around. There are very different feelings of aloneness. Now that they're gone for a few days I get the house to myself; but it feels very different than when they'd leave for an hour or two. I don't even think I've been alone in this house for over 12 hours. It's just weird...I love the fact that I have the house to myself and can do whatever I want but I guess it's just that something's missing now. When I lived by myself I always had the place just exactly how I wanted but since moving here I've definitely had to adapt to other people and it feels a little empty without them. I guess that's exciting...for them, that this place feels empty without them. I would say that's the perfect definition of what makes a house a home.
Whoa...let's not get carried away here...it's not that I miss them. I mean, I love them...they're my family...well one's my family and one's on his way to being my family.
And I certainly won't miss the censorship. Yeah, my thoughts, my feelings, my innermost emotions are written down. I write...it's healthy, it helps clear my head and I vent. Yes, on this blog it becomes public....but it's still my thoughts, my words, my feelings and I've been censored. My sister who used to be a leading lady in the liberal thought process has felt need to comment on what I should and shouldn't feel. I guess she's fine with how I feel it's my matter of expression that gets to her. Well the sentence in question was deleted and my rights were violated. No biggie...she'll never live this one down though!