Closer

I think some real progress is being made. After 2 months of the usual bullshit and the easy stuff I'm hitting the road to figuring out something with truth to it. I've been feeling better lately, back to a semblance of who I was, able to do the things I really enjoyed. It was nice to be out of the hole long enough to remember what I thought was important. My faith. My journey with God is back on track and I can start to figure out who that means I am. What I want my life to look like. Each day is something I have to work hard at, but at least I can remember what it was I believed. It's a release, a pressure absolved to be able to see hope again, to look to the future with excitement. And I still don't know where I'm headed or why, but I have the faith now that it's the right direction for the right reasons.